Monday, July 23, 2001
Helen,
You simply amaze me. There have been several times that I have been floating after seeing you. The feeling is sublime. I love every thing about it.
Periodically you ask me why I like you… What I think would be a harder question is what is there to not like about you. I am so incredibly fortunate to have you as my girlfriend. Your compassion, heart and love, everything is so incredible. I had no idea what it is like to be excited to be involved with someone, not simply lusting after them.
I can’t stop thinking about how great it is to be in a relationship with you. You have been and are a completely wonderful person to have as a girlfriend. I can laugh, cry, be confused, or just be quiet. Your willingness to be a part of the relationship is incredible. I don’t think I could hope for anything more.
I think one of the most amazing things for me is your willingness to work on being in a relationship. I am constantly impressed at your discipline to share what is on your mind at the moment, as I know it is easy to hold your tongue.
I often think about the relationship that we have and wonder if I would ever want something different. I can honestly say that I cannot imagine a better relationship with a more wonderful individual. I would be hard pressed to ever find either.
I wish I could better express this in words, however, I am not sure that words would do this feeling justice. All I am left with is stammer and a blur of thoughts. Thank you for your love and your forgiveness.
If there is ever anything that I can do for you in any way, shape or form, please let me know. I will be there for you for as long as you will allow me to be near to your heart. Thank you for that.
With much love and adoration,