Posted on 2002-12-30
Journal Entry
Filed Under (life) by Cody Bennett

Jounal entry

December 30, 2002

 

So what do I want to say.  It’s 7:27 pm on a Monday night.  I have been wrestling with what to do with my life.  I guess I can just talk about my options and the pros and cons for each.  Here’s the list of options that I’ve been considering (note that most of them are concerning girls…  Go figure.)

 

1. Officially and unequivocally date Helen.

2. Officially and unequivocally date Shelley.

3. Officially and unequivocally date no one.

 

 

Alright here’s the breakdowns for each item (1-3):

 

1. Officially and unequivocally date Helen.

 

Pros

Cons

*Will be able to continue working with Helen to develop better communication.

*Pleases her wishes.

*She will be in town for a full year starting in the summer.

*My emotions with her would remain so.

*Potential Marriage options with changes.

*Challenge to stop with the physical side of the relationship.

*Seemingly nothing in common.

*Religious differences.

*Future differences

*She will be out of town for a few months, and again after a year for the course of two years.

*No pursuing other options (Shelley).

*Spiritual pain from not changing the physical relationship.

*Challenges with her family and friends.

 

 

 2. Officially and unequivocally date Shelley.

 

Pros

Cons

 

3. Officially and unequivocally date no one.

 

Pros

Cons

*Able to put focused effort into several interest and needs.

*No distractions.

*Free to date many girls.

*Challenges are solely with me.

*Spiritual development.

*Business development.

*Potentially lonely

 

 

 

 

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