Hey there,
How’s it going?
I would love to talk with you. In fact the longer and longer that we do not talk, the more that I feel that we need to talk. It’s kinda strange. Though I usually try to not let my feelings get in the way, I am having a very hard time doing that here. I feel as though things have changed…
God only knows if it has been for the good or the bad. It seems that your participation in our relationship/friendship is non-existant. This of course is not necessarily true, unless you feel the same way. I feel as though I put out and try, yet you are more concerned with the pressing issues in your life. That is not bad or wrong or anything of the sort, but do understand that it is different. I guess that I was silly to think that because of what we shared that things would change. I guess that was just wishful thinking. I don’t know if you consider yourself my girlfriend, nor do I know if I consider myself your boyfriend. Now true, you did say yes when I asked about you being my girlfriend, but I have learned over time not to take those things said to be set in stone. I would still like to know what is going on between us. Are we together? Is our relationship worth fighting for? (meaning, do I just walk away or do I keep trying to communicate with you?) It would be easy enough to walk away, I think that is evident because of the forced practice that I have had, however I think I could likely keep pressing on, because of my determination. What to do, what to do? Oh well, for another time perhaps, it’s back to work with me.
Cody