I just felt like typing. I don’t really know what I wanted to type, nor what I would be typing, but I am typing anyhow.
Things I should type about: girls, business, spiritual, emotional, work (grayline and UAS), play, friends, and then anything else that I can think of.
GIRLS –
Well what can I say. Micaela is beautiful, friendly, fun, and young. That would be interesting to say the least. I think her maturity is in line with her age. She is mature, but at the same time, there are glimpses of extreme youngness – immaturity. Now granted, I too can be immature, but hey, I am not all that bad… Am I? So yeah, we will see where that one goes… I should call her sometime, and of course, visa-versa.
There is Lisa, who is a great person. Very fun, easy going, entergetic, playful, and good looking. I think she likes other people which isn’t a bad thing, but may lead to more of a challenge when trying to help her understand that I am a (the) best candidate for her. There would be interesting conversations granted our views on things, but for the most part, I think it would be a lot of fun. I wonder if she is going to call me sometime?
Nicole… Wow. Great person. Some times I see that she is a little hard on herself, and doesn’t recharge like she could, but wow. Great maturity, responsibility, smile, and potential. And then to add to all of that, she is absolutely beautiful. Too bad we took it so far to begin with. I think that changed all the dynamics of the relationship. Then again, that may just be the age difference. That and she is convinced that she herself is undatable and undesireable. Well used compliments seem to make her day. I love it she she smiles and flirts. She is good at massage, but also very busy. She obviously has issues. I don’t know if she is going to share them with me, but I will be there until she decides. I wonder if she has ever considered getting professional help to work through the issues. Perhaps one thing that would help is someone who cares about the troubles that she is going through.
I am going to take a quick break here. I think this all calls for a little nap… I still haven’t mentioned Cori or Helen, so I will be back. Oh yeah, Rhonda too! Like I said, I’ll be back.
Helen feels that I am not understanding and accepting her. One way I can work on that is to use myself as the example and not refer to scriptures or things of that nature. I don’t really know if that will resolve the issue. Another thing that I am concerned about is the physical aspect. I am a very physical person, and it is surprising that she is cold to the advances that I make. I would love it for her to take the aggressive route. Now the flip side of all of this is that it may be good that she doesn’t do that. With my new approach and my new life, this may be one of the greatest blessings that I have. I would like for Helen to have boldness to explain herself, and to ask questions and be critical of me. I have a bold personality and that seems to keep her on the fringes. I need to continue to grow and continue to love on her. What more can I do, I wonder… Tonight I have Ultimate. That should be a blast in this good weather. Talk soon.