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Recently I met someone online that immediately seemed to be out for sex.
Though I don’t understand why I was chosen, other than I have a nice profile picture, I feel compelled to reflect on the premise of validation. What am I validated by? Answer that, and it tells a much broader picture of who I am inside. Perhaps not who I am in essence, but what my focus is on presently.
I keep coming back to feeling powerful when women are attracted to me. I feel powerful when I have some semblance of control
[and pause for 2 months…]
It’s now March 9th, and I figure that I might not be planning to finish this post anytime soon. I’ll just post it and call it good. Maybe someday I’ll write another, but then again maybe not. Time will tell. 🙂
[fast forward to July 15th, and I find that it didn’t publish back then… publishing now, and giving it a date of Jan 9.]